I felt terrible for missing two passages in last two days . The first day , I played LOL for too long to forget about
writing my blog . There was a saying : Be a playboy without ambitions . That's exactly what could describe me .
After playing too much games , I felt very tired ! But I still got up at eight in the second day.
And go to library to study .Though it was not efficient , cause I did not rest well and played too much games .
I borrowed two books from the library .One is a story book ,while the other one is about economy .
I hadn't read them yet . I can't remember what I did in the afternoon of yesterday .
But I knew that I sleep well in the afternoon of yesterday and did an hour of Web Testing .
It's a boring job in my opinion .Event so,I had to do it , cause it's my first job . Oh , I watched a movie last night ,
which was named brokenback mountain. The story was about love between two men . At first I felt awful for
thier relationship , but I changed my attitude afterward . And start wondering what love truely is .
It's still a puzzle for me ,an unsolvable problem. No matter how hard I tried .
I had a dream , it was nice dream at first ,soon changed into a nightmare ! I dreamed about a girl who I never met
,but she was the one I gonna marry . In that dream , she showed up ! I felt so happy that I finally found the girl who I
gonna marry . Why did it changed into a nightmare ? The girl disappeared ? The girl doesn't like me ? No ! Not at all !
The problem was me ! After she answered my question about her constellatory , I felt so angry that she is not in my
perfect suitable constellatory ? I guess you could understand what I said .
Listen , I felt so angry and I tried to kill her ....That's very terrible ! I never thought I would want to kill someone I just
met ! You can see that I blame all faults on her but myself . It's very selffish of me . It's my bad for making a decision
so reckless . I confessed for what I was trying to do . I was sorry !
I don't have skill to share today , cause it's to late now ! I have classes tomorrow morning and have to get up early for
breakfast . So , I wish you have a good dream .