November summary
November is a sad month. It's the third year of my junior year, and I really need to make a decision. Think about what you have learned after three years of university studies. Is high mathematics useful for work, or is it English? Or java? Until the junior year, I also learned the basics of programming, and it can also be said that it is not even an introduction. Relying on these you want to find your favorite job? I can tell you that there is no door, and it is impossible for you to be a front desk. As the saying goes, “University introduces doors and practice depends on individuals.” I often wander in the question of whether to test or find a job. Can't find the answer all the time. Our college’s postgraduate entrance examination rate is the lowest, and there are not many people who go ashore. For work, if you want to rely on these to find a job, you are dreaming!
Let's talk about professional courses, microcomputer interface, linux, computing network, operating system, database, etc., which is really a big problem. Professional courses are really hard to learn. It’s rare to die. When listening to Linux courses, I feel that I’m listening to the scriptures. The teacher also plays the screen every day. You say you don’t give a good lecture. Every day you care about this recording. I really listen to it. I want to sleep while recording the screen. Also, the teacher of Jiwang lectures like a joke. It’s not bad to tell us jokes every day. It’s just that I listened with gusto in get out of class, and I forgot all about it after class. The operating system teacher was pretty good. This semester is really worried about failing a subject, and I really don't want to fail a subject. I have been in university for three years, and I haven't passed a subject. I hope to get a scholarship. It has been two years. I have never gotten it. I was fortunate enough to get the national scholarship, which is the third prize. Sometimes I feel like I’m like a balloon. I filled it with air in my freshman year. When I first came, I wanted to try everything, not afraid of hardship or tiredness. It’s common to stay up late, but the balloon arrives slowly. With a certain degree of elasticity, I began to lose heart. By the third year, I have no energy and no courage to try those things again. I just want to live a stable life in the future. Why not? People will always have a path that belongs to their own. A road of life that belongs to oneself may not be as dazzling as others, but this is me, the unique me.
The one thing that persisted for the longest time turned out to be volleyball. I like sports very much. Even if I am not in shape, my height is not high, and the appearance is very ordinary (ugly), but I just want to play volleyball. Volleyball has a special meaning to me. At the same time, I also like to play badminton. I met my friends and played with them. It was really great. They are friends who I think are very meaningful. Really, I am lucky to meet such friends in college. Up.
One more thing, I feel particularly unnatural in the group recently. The reason turned out to be that the relationship with the freshman students was not handled properly. It’s not a quarrel with them here, it’s just a matter of time. The lack of communication with them is also a problem of my own. I always think that I won’t overlap with the big one. I don’t need to care about the group’s affairs, and I don’t want to. . I will handle the relationship well with my freshman year (to comfort myself). In the group, I only want to have an intersection with the sophomore, junior, and others. It doesn't matter what the others are. It's okay to have a few relationships with the group, ironclad.
Level 4, I took Level 4 on December 12, and I didn’t do any questions. I was approaching the exam, and I felt like I couldn’t pass Level 4. People, I always tell myself that it takes a long time to do something, but right away When it's time to do this, I regret it again. But if you don't work, you have to fight, and you don't look down on yourself. I miss my parents and want to go home. Although my home is broken, I feel at ease as long as I go back. By the way, does the test of teaching resources help computer people? Will there be another way out?
I hope you read a lot of books and go a long way. I hope you love many people and be loved by many people. I hope you will walk through the sea of people and see the mountains, rivers, lakes and seas. I hope you read paper books and send handwritten blessings. I want you to be independent, strong, warm and bright, I want you to live affectionately in this dull world.
