Flammable and explosive

I want me to be crazy, I want to live
alone , I want to be cool, I want to be frivolous and cheap
, I want to be sunny, I want my style to
be unshakable, I want to laugh and cry, I have no owner, but also my heart is like a dead tree.

Give me dreams, and give me a quick wake -up.
Sleeping with me, wasting with me, no mercy,
loving me purely, and loving me naked
, watching me play and sing, and watching my heartbreak

, may I be like a smoke, and may I be too lazy,
see me crazy, but see me witty and dignified
If you want me to be beautiful, you want me to kill people without blinking your eyes.
Wish me happiness from now on, and wish me to wither and never pass away. Be sultry

because of me, and also because of my eyes , because of
my love. Waiting to be released, you still praise me, I want to cover up , please me, charming, please also please me, as if I am in full bloom, but also as if I am hypoxic and perverse , I am beautiful, and I am greedy and obsessed, and I am a hundred years old and worry-free, and I am still crying.