Don't you think so? People today generally don't have a soul, and they don't care whether they have a soul or not? Always focus on things that have nothing to do with you.
This is actually a kind of inferiority complex, because this society does not empower you, so each of us is in admiration. At any time, we can't find a reasonable excuse to develop ourselves, because there is no one in this society. Decentralized value development system, so that we can only change ourselves to find opportunities. We have been passively castrating free spirits in various structural feedbacks throughout our lives. We don’t know the meaning of free souls at all. We only know how to provide social services and how to create GDP for society. We only know how to be a gentle nail and live a narrow but strong life in the group. Such a life is undoubtedly distorted. We live in pain, but we cannot see where our pain lies. We look up to great men and true feelings, but we cannot see our own humbleness and incompetence.
I suddenly thought of the ape-man who lived on the earth 1 million years ago. At that time, there were many kinds of ape-man on the earth. Everyone had one head and four legs, but not every species' imagination could be fully developed to the present. A little bit of deviation in progress has led to the marginalization of many ape-man groups. This is true for species, and the same is true for human beings. As for the surviving ethnic groups, why don't they want to make the progress of history faster, but just a stone tool technology has evolved for hundreds of thousands of years, what is holding them back? Is it intellectual progress? In our ancient times, there are countless precious historical and cultural heritages, such as the Four Books and Five Classics, Taiji Bagua, Cangjie who created characters, and Shennong who tasted hundreds of herbs. They laid the foundation for important things for human beings, but the progress of historical development is so slow. What is the significance of those who follow the steps in the torrent of history? They have inherited genes, but we are human beings. What have we been pursuing for the past 1 million years? Is the pursuit of making a good stone?
If that ape-man knew that the life of Homo habilis was so good in the future, would he have evolved himself into a Neanderthal? If people only know how to obey the system, only know how to obey others by changing themselves and ignore the human spirit of freedom, then even people living today are no different from the lower creatures in the past, because you don’t understand To develop yourself, you only know how to adapt to others.
Anyway, I can't calm down for years, after all, I haven't used any stupid things to brainwash myself.
Let me describe my own feelings. In this society, I always have a feeling of being grabbed by the neck and pressed against the top of my head. I am not in a feudal society in China, and I don’t even have my own county. A farmer with restricted freedom who has the right to go out.
What I like as a person is not that a dish is placed in that place, and I try to adapt to it. I think this is not the purpose of my existence. What I have been struggling with all my life is not how to alienate myself to achieve a kind of recognized success, because this is not beneficial to the soul. He doesn't give myself a sense of accountability or fulfillment of my ego.
You all know this well.
I often struggle with my desires. For example, for this meal, I want to eat a lot of salt. In the afternoon, I want to eat potato chips, and I want to eat sweets. For example, when using Douyin, I don’t know what to do when I use it. For example, I don’t know what to listen to when I listen to various learning audios. I don’t understand what I hear. want to see.
But these things keep me in pain all the time because I realize I'm just a monkey in a prison waiting for someone to stimulate my hormones.
Some people say self-discipline, self-discipline is indeed needed in life, but it is not a standard, and the direction of your self-discipline must follow the structure of this society, sometimes self-discipline will make you submit.
Some people say that submission is a healthy expression, but this is not necessarily the case. Every year we have people jumping from a certain building. Do you think they are not submissive enough? Blind optimism is a veil of ignorance.
Look at my chat records. In fact, what I want to express is that the reason why this society is so monotonous may be because of this successful mechanism, which screens out some people who can adapt to others, those who really care about human souls, Those who are truly individualized and have their own opinions have not been screened out. What these people face in this society is more misunderstanding, incomprehension, and contempt for losers, and those who despise them cannot see themselves It is a dog. That's why the United States has become such a mentally retarded country. They gave children radioactive toys to make nuclear bombs in the last century. They used radium to brush their teeth at the beginning of the last century, and the coffins were illuminated when they died. At that time, in order to discipline their children, Japanese parents may have followed the trend of messing up the front page in the United States, and took their disobedient children to the hospital to make their brains shattered. In the delivery room of the hospital, there was a 10% maternal mortality rate due to lack of disinfection procedures, but Semmelweis found that as long as disinfection procedures were added, the mortality rate could be reduced to 3%. Unwilling to admit that they caused countless pregnant women to die because of flaws in the process, so they firmly refused to admit this, and sent Semmelweis to a mental hospital, which led to the death of more pregnant women in more time .
Oh, for me, there was really a lot of confusion about the people in this world, but until today, I can see it more and more clearly, and I really understand the origin of people in each country. Under what circumstances did it become like this.
The depth and complexity of the development of science and technology has been astonishing. For people today, the most important thing is their own rationality and the rationality of human existence itself. This will be a great progress in this era, and it will be the development of mankind A hurdle that must be crossed.
If you want to have an independent self in this world, you must change them, but if you want to use their power to change them, you can only conform to them.
In fact, for me, any adaptation will actually lead to a wrong result. We don't have to do many things, and we know that the results will be pretty much the same, because the human level is there. It's better to just put it here, don't adapt to any rules, and wait for chance and fate.