Reality with the ideal distance

Wrote this article just to record it this time young and frivolous thoughts, I'll give Liugejinian.

Recently seen some students just entering college, made the post in a blink, vibrant, just like my college look. Once upon a time, I also have some good ideas of the university, that is from the "News Network" look. What I saw on television university laboratories, a lot of scientific instruments, and I grew very want to be a scientist, invented all kinds of new things convenient. See this scene I wanted to go to college, Oliver out of high school, high school teacher told us also with the University very easy, you study hard to get good grades into a good university.

After a little hard work, I was admitted to a normal two. Although the school is not particularly well known, but still has a century of history. School location very well, particularly convenient traffic, it is some of the old dormitory, as residential buildings eighties and nineties. No air conditioning, there are only two hanging from the ceiling fan in the summer when we really cooked, and Guangzhou friends certainly quite a feeling, Guangzhou only winter and summer, and summer accounted for most of the time. Then how to say it is the universities, in addition to other quarters old, other teaching facilities was quite complete. With expectations high school, I opened the college life.

University life is not perceived as cruel and reality. Associations to recruit people, do not have talent, I Qiongxiang Piye of this poor scholar, Myanmar and stiff, students can not enter anything at all, there is what is studious Service, all went to the fourth round interview, my brush on the grounds that the election of the class vice squad, may be too busy not fit the community. No way, I did not participate in any club, but fortunately the second semester of the time participated in a community of interest. Taken freshman year in class sub-class, the class name, named organizational activities, coordination of students, to be honest, really special What tired, mainly heart tired, which is where I want to college? And I wanted to go to the computer, the computer what the community is simply not qualify, people must entry screening exam, the ability to recruit in, I did not how this computer touch or feel at ease practice typing it in the dormitory.

C programming language lesson is from the beginning, a lot of people should have learned "C language design," Hao strong, and a look ignorant force, the teacher does not like to explain, will talk about the beginning, the course is simply behind the book, I do not understand even, skip, I can understand return sophomore role. . . Simply ashamed. . . Freshman students are fried roommate jobs, roommates there are one or two more cattle fork, good family conditions, early access to computers, to learn it is so smooth. Sophomore feel so down does not work, then himself the new self, you watch video tutorials, open book, write a little shining. Although the video also do not understand, but follow written enough, you do not need to ask so much why, when you write enough code, the code can understand the process, naturally understand. It can be called resuscitation. Friends say back over and over again, learning ThinkPHP framework, easy to find a job. Then I transferred from the C language learning PHP, PHP is somewhat similar with the C language, so learning is not very troublesome. ThinkPHP Framework version 5.0 before very friendly for beginners, it makes me really stepping stone into the world of programming. CURD learn to feel able to create the world. These are the words. College or learning C language, sophomore to junior made a few part-time, work-study school work done, had sent flyers (selling mobile phones, the results did not get the job, ten days), a part-time junior high school math teacher, send takeaway too, did the pizza at the pizza shop. The so-called lab, only when the class went, physics experiments, equipment or very old, or have been operating according to the book, where is the study of what, get out quickly after class, fantasy will eventually burst.

The university is the basic game, a waste of time spent, the so-called perfect university, it is estimated that people talk about a love, and I single this dog is basically a game of life and death were living, Demacian every inch of the valley land has my body. Junior year I will be do not want to stay in school, and I think the school is simply a nightmare, a waste of time spent. Junior second semester, I find from the Internet to work, the second half of the second semester I moved out, find an internship job, wages are not high, but I really do not want to stay in school to listen to garbage lesson.

During the internship is a period of time I began to progress, internship work more relaxed, early hours, time enough, their own research program, learning TP framework, it is that when I caught the last ray of sunshine, follow the light to enter the program world. Had a very full every day, because the work in their own fun, the time passes very quickly. Two or three months fleeting, although the boss owed job, but I do not care, because older workers are owed, they want to feed their families, I do not, seven or eight hundred a month is enough life, it also inclusive accommodation, so just own payment of food on the line.

By the end of that pay really hard to get our hands on the head of my department has been not to speak, then do not see any hope, I decided to resign back to school. December also about finding a job near a school, the results on the seven days classes do not want me to say, because I do not have contact with WordPress, are not familiar with, there will drag the project. . . I feel really too much to learn, the ideal is not worth mentioning in the face of reality, to seek a job, you need to learn the skills for the job.

Back to school to continue playing the game, LOL with a small fish who took a five-kill, was kind enough to open roommates with black, very happy excited, the students have come to congratulate, not very usual exchange of a few quarters of the students have a good progress. In fact, this gregarious, playing games together, skipping along with hanging branches, to leave a good impression.

Senior semester off work so Albert located, not the most difficult of what your graduation, but your complete set norms, the teacher scolded a few times. Catching some of the basic operations, typography, page header footer, font size, word document, etc., is really quite enough work surface. After several revisions, finally paid the complete set. Respondent easily stay there, but to get a bachelor's degree but also other skills certificate. Then apply a few other training schools, paid 500, on the day of class, do a test paper. Full routine, I do not dare cross certificate to get out to anyone, although written good name of the first, but they are some of the garbage units issued, only to stay there, you can graduate.

And so Albert located before they found a small company working near a school, establishment company, CMS station, low wages, work is quite simple, but also learned a lot. The company I am a programmer, the boss is a relatively sub-business people, during his employment, the company most computers were I reinstall the system, looks like that will repair the computer programmer Terrier does exist in the company, but a computer a problem to find me, just more company operations (females), and even a PC card this operation must restart the computer told me to do it ...... with the establishment of the CMS is an older system, to be honest, at that time into the company used this system feel not very good, not the mainstream CMS market (weaving dreams, Empire, PHPCMS), a bit worried after their own work can not find other work. At that time my boss promised that, after the work is completed, you can learn their own, which to me is quite a temptation to just come out, although there is no big cow belt, but also a lot more time to learn.

I thought this was a backwater system, the official have given up, in fact hide a lot of users, the CMS though little-known, but it is a lot of users. In exchange group got acquainted with a lot of friends, because the official is no longer updating maintenance system, the official can not help solve the problem, coupled with the company has been using this system. So I study it very, basically each structure studied. Capacity has been greatly improved. During the in-service support to upgrade the system to PHP7.0, the database connection into PDO connections, updated version once or twice, so that it can support both PC and mobile terminal template, dealt with a lot of bug. Amateur then began to take the group of friends to do the project, earn some extra money, saying the mountains darkly, vista.

Because free time, 30 days a month, 15 days is busy, but also a person's life, always think about many things. Think of the early fantasy fantasy social work college, university think of high school. What freedom? Free childhood is together with a small partner to play Saturday and Sunday, junior high school is free to play basketball after school, high school is free to college, Liberty University is out of school, a step by step way, we seem to never own freedom not locked up in school, that is, eight or nine hours a day sitting in the office to write the code to work, never letting the free time, even if it is the summer holidays and I are working to play, run around to earn a living. Parents send money to make money, make money to buy a car for the future of their own, to make money to attract the opposite sex, money married, we seem to be surrounded by a number of things, the way has been able to see the head.

The meaning of life just to survive? Every meal had meat to eat, live in similar houses, marry and have children, then watch their children grow up slowly through life. Looking back on the past twenty years, ignored the details of the route is still very clear, ordinary high school exam university, and students as lectures, worked hard for a number of others did not, out of school part-time, part-time and then cheated out of work in case to wage arrears boss, work experience was a few days to resign, finally I found a small company's ordinary work. Nothing storms experienced ups and downs, just go down the road. Suddenly remembered a song, I recommend to listen to MC hotdog "Mr. Almost"

After more than a year of deliberation, I quit her job after not find a job, I decided to see the world, I would like to add some uncertainties in life, do not expect to get out of what the bright road, just want to look back in the past when the future It is no longer bland mediocre life.

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