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First tonight may also be because with Cui Shan drank some wine, but also to say something, but now it seemed more calm some. I do not know why I decided to write this article for you to see, just wanted to say, I wanted to organize a written way to express some of his feelings. It may also be because of occupational diseases, like combing something. Foreword do not say so much, do not you see the impatient, the following article is also no tricks at all, think of what that happened.
The first time I saw you, you are entering the job at noon that day went out to dinner. "Hey, little girl, wearing a somewhat archaic clothes, will be considered with some." This is regarded as the first impression of it, but also impresses, special occasions, special time to carefully read about you.
After many, you may not be able to describe so clear. I will say the following impresses thing, do not know how many, anyway, is sort out what I told you, or say: I'm looking at you.
One night, Cui brother and our commute together, yes. Is the night before Valentine's Day, you and Cui brother together in the selection of flowers, I saw suddenly have an urge to buy a copy for you, speaking ridiculous. I remember that time also met soon, why you want to give impulse, so the surge of nerve impulses, and thus interrupted. But you see, it is quite happy. Anyway, there'll be thinking so much time, so I took it to be some abrupt and seem insensitive. I hit a bit greeted go first. On the night we agreed to meet with the king of the canyon, so after I got home also did not do anything, you went up. To be honest, I played the game, is the pits, however, rarely go to the pit you intend, may sometimes strength is a dish it = - =. Yes, agreed to play the game together should be Valentine's Day, I remember not so clear, but clearly remember, there are some games to play with you after this Valentine's Day, and no other sad emotions into my heart. Instead, it brings a full of emotion.
Cycling send you back three times but also very happy, of course, I also know a little cold, but you think of a person on the road, or you want to be more and more at a moment alone? You promised, every time I am also from the battery to start your car, took care of. My car is a bit shaky, especially in the back a little shake, you sit in the back light and heavy let me feel happy (be happy Well, to be honest I do not have a clear definition in this area, just know that there is a warm current existence). Along the way, I was in full flight, he said that what also can not remember. Just know that when you talk, I wanted to cut off my words, I'm afraid to interrupt what you say, I want to hear you say, what to say, happy tucao unhappy, you said I would feel easier and more attention. You know, a day's work, want to concentrate on doing a pleasant thing, it is hard to come by. And you speak, they will let me have these feelings. Cold on the road, you want to add clothes, but unfortunately I just can short-sleeved ah. . Off is not good for you, on the contrary, really do, may also be used as a neuropathy bar.
The second time for you, and that night there was a cousin over. I took the road if you suspended river mouth, can not remember what to say, but know what you are saying I listened to the most comfortable. That night I said take you to eat barbecue, it is actually true that you are willing, I will certainly bring. But in all, a bit abrupt, but, there is no feeling to what offensive unobtrusive? Go back, to hear you say porridge bread, to be honest, you want to pull out, just I have to go home, a lot of time thinking about the future, and slowly Come on.
The third send you, also long ago, you said do not want to take cold, but I really just want to take you, though I know not as comfortable with the car, it would be forced to pull up your car. On your way colder, I think the. You have Tucao, I say a lot of things, bad memory, but also forget what has been said. Send you back, Enron look at you out of the car, but also a little sad to left. My heart is thinking, I was really emotional for some of you, but the time is still long, I should wait.
Talk about the dinner, we were first introduced brain curtain, not noodles, but several times to go over there, Block A Hong Kong-style fast food, memory is really bad, forgot its name. Remember when you said you had previously fainted, low blood sugar in the subway. Then once I ordered a vegetable, you want to give Bubu, that stuff is expensive, the taste is not ye, also wasted a lot. But the waste to waste it, you can be considered to eat a few bites, no loss. Then later, I heard you say, hypoglycemia need more meat, so once again went, I ordered a roast duck, thinking, give you more Bubu meat. But that did not feel expensive, possibly because you are more of that meat, compared to more worthy cause so it is not wasted, it is worthy of an illusion, but I am very satisfied ah.
Let me say it face to eat, of course, eat the most. You say you love to eat fine flour, the first time point is not detailed enough, you do not like, but there is not much to eat. He looked quite distressed, that time is often buy some snacks, tell the truth, I do not like to eat snacks, in fact, you still want to eat. Later, every time you eat noodles, thin noodles you say you want, I was told a few with more than ramen chef, since then, when you want to eat fine flour, also correctly, you have only one Tucao a bit is not detailed enough. Of course, I was very embarrassed, plus a little helpless, and I told the. After then, it is whenever you want to fine flour, and ramen chef and I are in there, loudly and repeatedly said: that to be the finest. To tell the truth Ha, there is not the same with your face a few times when I ordered, but also think you do not want to eat with you I can change, I eat anything anyway, it does not matter.
Atlanta card position your eye, every time I see want more Kanji Yan. Your hair is also always want to touch, but it is cowardice. I often laugh at you, tease you a few words, more than two cast a glance to see you doing even turn on the water. Later, always pay attention to you, you advocates are you happy or unhappy. Sometimes you do not speak. I felt almost nothing. A literary point, your smiles are worried about me? I can not even admit that although I know that is indeed the case. I said this sentence, nor is sometimes forced mouth Hey, can be considered to express.
I am counseling, and counseling can not say in words there. I would like you to go to the movies, but you said you do not like to look, did not say. I want you out to play, a big Shushan, shopping malls, snack street have thought. Also I want to take you out to dinner, eat hot pot ah what, and so on. These are no one dare to dare to do things. Because if you do any one thing, so admit, I have feelings for you, but I am afraid that is a revolution that is instant impulse, I can not irresponsible for you, nor can such an irresponsible feelings . So I have endured, anyway, more than time, I should no longer stable number, to determine their own to determine your attitude.
Two days before the start of your attitude towards me some change, I do not know how, anyway, let me I'm flustered. Later, before leaving you time off work that your family to introduce you to the object, how pretty or how talking about music, I do not know what I was facial reaction, just know, a little pain in the scared, the body temperature of some increased muscle also had some tight feeling. You said a little tired body go first Kazakh to me, I will say, and quickly go. . Both care about, but also want to own quiet mood. Then you gave me candy, to be honest, I was quite happy, but it is really no appetite to eat, also casually said something, I do not eat, go quickly (in fact, this is the time you want more back pain ,,) Why more clearly described here, but also because after a few days of this, you are like a new person like, pay any attention to me, do not speak with a straight face.
I also counsels. . How that kind of chat with you, you are not in denial communicate with me, but also because objects, and so have introduced, this issue has been repeatedly appeared in my mind. I counsel, I would not say do not dare to ask, very tough. Come back at noon, you are on your own to open the game, and did not call, I do not know what more to do, but also because of what was not sure. It was only used to have with you, I feel very full very happy. Not now, sad and lonely. One or two days three days like this, I asked you at noon, greet you, you do not answer. I've always wanted to ask you to open the sunroof, but chose endured. Uncomfortable feelings can only look for music led me to release the next emotion. These days "can can" should have listened to this music it a hundred times, the phrase, I might hit a brick wall will back it, but in the brain and bone marrow have been echoed. Because I know that if I choose to open explained, probably hit a brick wall. May also have been picked for their open this layer of the heart wall encouragement to do, because I think if I would drag on, could really late. If you introduce your family to the success of the object, etc., which I began to worry. I should have that attitude with you, and this song's melody and lyrics of the phrase, but also gives me strength.
At noon today, I take you to dinner, not the lamb chops, take you to eat fast food. You say you do not eat. Out the door to go directly to the company, I stand behind watching you go, stay for a while and wanted to tell you about. Why do not you eat, is angry because of what, or reject me because of what? To tell the truth, did not cry out, he did not say it was the most uncomfortable questions. Lunch, I have no appetite, not how to eat. During give you a red envelope, thinking, since you're so rejected with everything, I should have the money transferred to you, so, then you might also comfortable, do not go thinking this one uncomfortable eating noodles thing. But you do not receive, I am even more depressed, so I can not figure out, I want to ask you one, how do you think, if I want to be with you, you will agree thing. I have not decided to send a letter or mouth micro told you, but also worried that a sentence or two, hard to explain my feelings. I do not say if your answer is no, then we should be how to get along, or how you are to me, how I am to you. Might be put like that song, it makes me hit a brick wall. Your way of feeling I have a lot of control yourself, find ways to make you feel lighter.
If you have anything to ask me, will Insider.
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