Why do not we happy
"I slowly understand why I am not happy, because I always look forward to a result.
Reading a book expecting it to make me deeply,
eat it makes me look forward to a swim Jin Jin slim down,
send a text message it is expecting replies,
to good looking people respond to it or,
write a story saying it was concerned about a mood expect to be comforted,
to participate in an event expected to enrich the rich exchange of experiences.
these anticipation if realized, sigh.
If you do not realize Nick ? self-pity.
but I have a child is the same,
look at ant with an afternoon time, and other stone flower,
a child does not look forward to the results, do not discount a child laughing and crying. "
Postscript: In the past like a boy, I went to tell him, thinking of nothing but two results,
1. he refused me, I refused to give up
2. He accepted me, I am happy
what the results are not too bad!
But I forgot there is a thing called memories, even if they are rejected, but it is difficult to forget this man, the more they want to forget the time in haunted, simply good to remember better. (I changed out from the crush of love)
I wish him happiness. . .
(First love ended in tragedy .. wish me luck)