Coordinate Hangzhou, because it is from Zhejiang, I chose this city after graduation.
Why stay in Hangzhou
I do n’t know how many people, like me, were full of fantasy and infinite longing for the future when I was a student. I never thought about going back to my hometown. The idea at that time was why I should go back if I could stay in Hangzhou.
The first job after graduation was in Binjiang, a software company listed on the main board. I have always remembered that at that time I sent such a circle of friends:
"I also want to live by the river, I want to have a dog, I want to walk with my family, and I like to like this world
At that time, I regarded this as a longing life, and thought that through my own efforts, it would be realized within three to five years.
The first job belongs to a traditional software company, the technology is relatively old compared to the Internet, and the salary level is also in line with the industry. After working for about two and a half years, a salary adjustment became a fuse, which made me decide to give up the year-end award and choose to leave. There are many reasons for leaving, but overall, it is a very good greenhouse. But I am an adventurous person.
I left because I had fewer people competing last year. I met five companies before, but I had an internet dream in my heart, so I chose an internet company.
The new job did expose me to a lot of new things, but it has higher requirements for initiative. I have been working for four months so far, and I have been working with my colleagues. I have been responsible for several systems and projects. It is indeed a lot more work than before, and in addition to being responsible for maintaining several systems on a daily basis, it is also used as a pm development project. However, the company's time is very free. It does not require mandatory overtime, weekends, and no 996. After all, I leave the company to go to the gym for fitness after daily work, and then take the computer and go home.
There are so many words, and the next thing is about the layoffs.
About layoffs
On Friday, I was still in charge of the development of the project as before, and it was already at the stage of the final review, and I solved the remaining small problems with the people I took (replaced by A, fresh student). As a result, the entire company received an email announcing the layoffs.
After eating at noon and waking up at noon, I found that Xiao A was gone, and then he privately told me that he was interviewed.
To be honest, I thought I might be laid off, but after all, I have several years of development experience, and I have experienced more things, and my mentality has been hone better. It is not particularly nervous.
The end result was that A was laid off, and at the same time the whole company laid off a lot of people. I also met a lot of people I knew when helping A take the monitor to resign. I sympathize with Little A, so I have been comforting him. He did not behave particularly frustrated, and he patted me on the shoulder to cheer me up. At that moment, my heart was very unpleasant.
I experienced layoffs for the first time, and later thought a lot.
I am a sentimental person
Strictly speaking, Xiao A is the first person I have brought since I worked. The day HRBP told me that I was in charge of the work of Little A, I began to think about how I should take him. I have been taken by many people during my several years of work. After thinking about it, I think I must do my best to help Little A. So I think the lead is to do my best to help others improve themselves and achieve each other. So since then, I will communicate with him regularly, give him some suggestions and meaningful tasks, try to discuss issues with him, and adopt some of his good ideas. I will point it out directly when he does not do well. After going through a project together, I think Xiao A is a pretty good guy. But until the moment I knew he was being laid off, I felt particularly uncomfortable. I have thought about whether it is my responsibility, because I have no ability to reflect his value. I think there are times when layoffs are made, and those who stay may be more uncomfortable than those who leave. Because I ’m a sentimental person, I think it ’s not a good thing for him to be laid off as a freshman. Will he start to wonder if it ’s easy to find a job during the epidemic, compared to taking The old employees who have been compensated may have gone to the Fukuo Plant in a blink of an eye. For the freshmen, it is really too difficult, but I am helpless. I think I will encounter many such feelings of powerlessness in my life. At least I have experienced a lot of them. This feeling is too uncomfortable. The last thing I can do is try my best to help Little A find a new job.
Sudden sense of ownership
Since I started my new job, I think the biggest change I have made is when I do n’t know when I ’m the owner. It may be that the initiative of the new job is relatively strong. From the perspective of accepting the work given by my superior before, the angle of thinking about the problem has changed to thinking about how to find the problem and solve the problem. So for the layoffs, I am particularly able to understand the company, not because I am a survivor. The cause of the epidemic has indeed had a great impact on the economy, and many companies are not good. I think the company has given a higher-than-conventional compensation plan and managed to lay off the staff within a day. In addition to the freshmen, the rest are already pretty good, at least they are fair and upright. From the perspective of employees, being laid off is indeed an uncomfortable thing, but from the perspective of the company, making this decision is certainly very difficult. After all, it is the brothers who started a business together. I am very grateful for my current company, and I also agree with the values, do not blindly 996, and the salary is also ok. To be honest, in the city of Hangzhou, I can meet these requirements. As far as I know, there are not many. I also want to be beaten. So I hope the company will get better and better, grow up and make everyone rich.
See yourself better
Through this layoff, I thought a lot. I have heard that many people from the last company came back after changing jobs. I said it was difficult to understand, but I understand now. In fact, work is not good or bad, only suitable. So it ’s crucial to see yourself clearly, what you want, and what you ’re good for. At least for now, I feel that I like to compete with people and the feeling of survival of the fittest. This feeling may have been there since I failed after the first college entrance examination and decided to repeat it. I just don't want to be worse than others. I just said my thoughts, everyone has their own life, so it is important to see yourself clearly.
move on
Although the layoffs have some impact on my mood, but Monday came again, I have to work again. Now that this path has been chosen, continue on. Work hard, otherwise I'm sorry for those colleagues who were laid off.
